dammit, im angry orc.

Before I began, I am going to thank Candy’s family because they are awesome to me and feed me pratas in the morning. Candy manage to psycho me to sleepover at her house eventhough the plan was to only stay at her house for some ~virtual war~ in PW and take some hamsters. (PW is like so last year, I know)

SOMEONE GIVE ME WARHAMMER NOW I WANT PLAY DARK ELF PLS THANKS. I will not under any circumstances play any free mmorpgs with item malls ever again. no moar i tell ya! It was a period of time of money wastage where I would rather spend 10 bucks on getting some virtual clothes and coloring them to my desired choice of dye. And then it was another 10 more bucks for a pretty mount and so on and so forth. Overall, I’ve spend more than 150 bucks. I was blind and stupid and addicted. All those countless grinding and emo-ing over getting the best gears, ffs. But no matter how stupid a game is, it has changed certain people and it has saddened me to a great extent that the possibility of things going back the same way again is very slim.

oh pfft. like, I should shut up already.

Back to Candy’s house! I played her piano and violin! By playing, I mean ‘playing’ coz I am totally retarded and the only instrument I can play is the sad recorder which everyone under the Singapore education is capable of. Like whoa, the long thingy you used to er, play the violin is made of many many horse hair. I thought it’s made of a single synthetic thread or something. No wonder it doesn’t break.

At 11pm, Candy randomly asked if I wanted to go Zouk for some guy’s birthday. I am like wtf because it’s such a random life-changing question and although I did shave my legs and arms, the blade was blunt and my arm bled and I suck like that. (Fuck you shaving) and I hate Veet’s fragrance. Like, it’s faking to smell nice and it’s so damn tedious for a blade-less shaving option. One day when I have enough courage and money, I will wax my arms and legs and laugh at all the redundant body hair.

And no, we did not go to Zouk because it will be crazily spontaneous and we miss ikana (nah kidding).

WHY LAR JURONG SO FAR MY EZLINK LEFT NEGATIVE 2 DOLLARS LIAO WTF.

Alright. Now I am going to talk about my part-time job (part-time because I hate to be bonded to something I might regret later). All my life I have never ever hated the corporate life so much. So so much that I cried at my desk on the 3rd and 4th day of my job because in my opinion, I think it is such a sad sad world to be in. You see, I got a job as an interviewer. I am suppose to call hundreds of people everyday and only a handful bunch of kind human beings would actually pick up the phone and an even rarer bunch would actually do the survey. *gasp* Survey?!?! Yes, dear earthlings, a 15-20 minutes survey over the phone.

Everyone in there speaks fluent english and I swear the aunties in there has like awesome names like Brenda, Agne, Ada (ay-duh), Vivien… Do not be fooled because they speak absolute proper english over the phone. I despise the auntie who sits beside me and I think one of the girls there hate me for some unknown reason. I smiled at her and she gave me that face. Everytime I accidentally make eye contact with her, she give me that look. Whatever yeah. I am trying to be nice because I truly am if you get to know me a little better and if you totally want to be a bitch to me then so be it. I feel a little better knowing you’re an ugly person inside out.

But really people, Raffles Place is currently my most hated place in the whole world at the moment. Everyone walks the same way, wears the same thing, makes the same little talk, it bloody scares the shit out of me. Everything seems so damn fake. I would rather be happy somewhere in some jungle, saving some ape’s life, like for real.

Ok la. My job isn’t all bad. I can wear whatever I want (if they make me wear formal, I will cry) I can also take a break anytime I want which I rarely do because even during lunch time, people eat so quickly and you can’t help but catch snipets of their conversations and go wtf, why are all of them talking about the same thing. When I get back to my sad sad cubicle, everyone is making calls and I will feel so damn stressed out. Maybe it’s just the environment that I need to get used to. No. It’s more like, Candy Goh Wei Ning, why aren’t we working together?

One day, I was so upset about the world. The auntie beside me asked me a few questions and I told  that I wanted to be an environmentalist. She said this: “Aiyoh, why you want to do environment? Stand under the sun, later you become tanned ah. From multimedia so fun to something so boring.”  Dear god,  how much I wanted to smack her ignorant self.

Then there was this other incident. I am using a Visa notebook that my dad got for free from his friend. The auntie saw my notebook and her first impression was that I am rich. In a typical auntie manner, she asked if my dad does surveys and how much his income and all that. She needed a rich malay family to do a survey with and thought I might be one. Oh yes, she also said that it’s very hard to find a rich malay family.

WELL LISTEN UP YOU RACIST WOMAN. I am very very poor. So poor that my parents cannot afford to pay for my fees if I ever wanted to study in a private school. So poor they can’t even pay if I ever wanted to take driving lessons. So poor that if my laptop breaks down right now, they can’t afford to buy one in a blink of an eye. The last time we actually went overseas together was when I was in primary school. The last time we actually sat together as a family was months ago, eating yong tau foo and that made me really happy. I miss my dad so so much it hurts alright. He kept telling me that he doesn’t give a fuck about what people think about him. He doesn’t care about the rich. At the very least, he goes home everyday knowing that he has a family.

DAMMIT BUT I HATE THAT WOMAN WHO SITS BESIDE ME. I will forever remember her face and flabby arms.

Hell yeah I am like incredibly angry. For the rest of my life, I refuse to work in an office. There must be more to life than making money.

=( and fuck I have to end this post because I am so emotionally unstable, I want a hug and I need to sleep because there is work tmr.

sibeh no title post.

trip.

Once upon a time, a long time ago, 5 people went to a very special place.

The 5 people were Aisu, Pingu, Orochinagi, Shirokage and me.

Aisu, Pingu and me had known Oro and Shiro for years through playing a couple of MMORPGs with them. Shiro is totally a kinky person and he is able to turn every subject into some kinky matter. Guild Chat is never the same when he’s online.

We met at around 10am in the morning and had breakfast.

i wish my arse was smaller…

Well, it’s either blogging or reading till I fall asleep while tossing uncomfartably (wth) uncomfortably on my bed as my room’s heat permeates through my skin. Is it just me or the weather has been insanely hot these days, I feel like a BBQ pork (opps. not halal sorry) chicken. Blergh.

Anyways, its 2am and im wide awake wheee! (damn you stupid gaming days habit and of course I’ve totally quited under the false pretense that MMORPGs are totally lame which they are not but I don’t care!)

It is really damn hard to quit gaming I swear wtf. It was such a horrible emotional thing to do when I decided to say byebye to my virtual friends. Yeah. Im so lame. But you’ve got to experience it to believe it! But I’m glad I’ve experience it y’know. Coz like, I can see virtual people through a psychological telescope and some of them are seriously scary. Like, I see friendship broke off because of animated , controllable pixels. yeap~

The thing is, I don’t think I will ever quit playing though. Coz when Aion comes out, I am so totally getting it and will be totally dissapointed if it’s Free To Play. I mean, I won’t *even* play it coz I am such a sucker for games where the characters can fly and have pretty wings. So I’ll just get the damn game and admire it: oooo pretty desu ne *_______* and totally blog about it. =D

So anyways right, Shujuan and I went out to Tampines today coz I wanted to get this skirt from Fox (I love Fox to death because its awesome) but it has only the ones in white and I wanted the red one and the outlet in Marina Square only has like, dark blue ones (ew). In the end I did not get my skirt because it doesn’ really matter and besides, if I believe in myself hard enough, I can soooo friggin sew a skirt with my bare hands (LOL of course).

Tampines is still the same I guess. Do not like it much because it’s forever overpopulated with troops of ahlians, ahbengs and mats and minahs.

Ate Ramen Ten’s Seafood Tom Yam Ramen as usual coz we both like it very much thank you.
We both talked a lot blabla and at the end of the day, Shu Juan reminded me of this occasion/incident that made me LOL and I have to blog about this eventhough its 2.23am and I am feeling the slight need to sleep.

I remembered JiaYi made us promised not to blog about it but I hope he doesnt get mad at this because I need to blog about it before the memory perished in my brain! Besides, I don’t think his team mates even remembered. =D

Anyways, back in Year 2, I jio Shu Juan and Jia yi for this Water Campaign thingy (BECAUSE SAVING WATER IS CRUCIAL). We ended early and Shu Juan invited us to her family chalet. Being shy human beings, we were greatly embarrased to meet and mingle with her family whom we barely knew.

Actually right after the Water Campaign thingy, we went to the Nokia Centre in Century Square to repair my phone. Throughout my existence on earth, my phone rarely spoils because I am extremely good at taking care of my phone (coughs). Inevitably, it has to spoil someday right?  But that’s just because I was a stupid idiot (still am till this day) and accepted some bluetooth virus. -_- So phone spoil lorrrrr.. Cannot on…

The Nokia person said it will take hours for them to fix my virus infected phone so we decided to randomly go to…………. ESCAPE THEME PARK~~~ woot. We were playing all the machines like mad if I remembered correctly and wtf, we even played this thing where u have to sit on this forsaken wet float machine, as you maneuver yourself on water while shooting water from the machine to other people. So damn epic. Laughed like crazy people.

It was then, time to get back to Tampines to get my phone but sadly, time was not on our side so we took a cab while being wet and cold and smelling of god-knows-what-water. HAHAHHAHAHA. All these while, while being interrogated by certain people who wanted to know on Jia Yi’s current location. But of course, he was *still* at the Water Campaign. =D

LOL.

Shu Juan and I talked and talked over “everything under the sun” over her McFlurry in Tampines Bus Interchange because she was like this mad woman who was craving for Ice Cream so bad, she was murmuring “I want Ice Cream” at random periods while walking. So I dragged her to the bloody Macdonalds so she could get her ice cream. Such is my humble and modest concern over a friend whom I was afraid might go senile if I don’t find her ice cream.

On another totally random note, I’ve decided that I am not *ready* to learn how to drive yet. I mean, I am not interested in driving. Maybe once or twice but thats just coz I thought driving’s cool and I can like, drive omg bbq wtf. BUT I HATE VEHICLES. I must save the world by NOT contributing like you evil people who are letting out evil gases that are harmful to earth and might totally kill cute polar bears living in the Artic. Seriously, everytime I sit in a car or cab or van, I will think about the amount of bad gases it gives out. Im not normal I think. I WILL GET AN EARTH FRIENDLY BICYCLE (preferably of bio-degradable materials like cardboard) and travel from one place to another which will, in due time, get me smaller ass. And that, ladies and gentlemen, is my aim in Life as of 2.57am, first of May 2008.

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