im turning into wednesday addams.

because of this;

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Operation Day One: Keeping myself alive has succeeded.

I am going to be *inserts negative emotions* for a really long time.
until then, whatever.

I am not being myself for reasons I am not willing to say but you probably know it. Maybe this feeling will never go away and I would hopefully die before my 2oth birthday. *sniggers at self*

On a happier note,  there is a slight chance than Rohan Online will be out this year. Andddddd, Aion will finally be released this year as well. Annddd, PW patch in Feb.

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i wont be surprise if i turn fucking suicidal.

sighs.

i am still not alright, i swear.

among all the things in the world,

my sister brought home a cat.
(a little female kitty to be exact)

I am still in a WTF-state.
My mum is totally NOT happy with it.

omg.
There is actually a freaking little kitty in the house.
I find it a little too unrealistic to believe.

WHY CAN’T MY SISTER BRING HOME LIKE HAMSTERS OR SOMETHING.
OR AN ANT FARM (that would be so cool and gross to watch).

I so badly want to touch the kitty and look at it but I am afraid it might be too cute and my heart will not be able to take it when it’s no longer in the house.
Bleh. I am a sucker for this kinda things. =p

FYP.